Oh the insanity!

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

I am now declaring my journal friends-only as well.Whee!

RL sucks.

I have been having a lot of trouble lately, mostly of the emotional nature. The family problems I was experiencing have still not sorted themselves out and are likely not to- ever. I don't know what to do, the only thing that I can think of is to somehow deal with it. I just amn't ready for that. I know I should totally be a stronger person right now, I really need that but I can't. Not right now.

My grades have been dropping due to the aforementioned problems and the only that got me through was being on MNFF and writing. The worst looks like it is over, but what is going to come?

*Sigh* I am really messed up right now. Half my class hates me and I do not even KNOW why! I must have done something terrible to alienate so many people, some of whom
I used to be friends with. I have a close-knit circle of friends so I shouldn't be bothered about what other people think right? I know a lot of people who would be really happy if I didn't exist, and the only reason I still trudge through is to not give them that satisfaction.

Hopefully, things will now turn out for the better. Hopefully.

I still have MNFF, and that is so wonderful! I adore all my SPEWlies oh so much!

It's been a day full of insanity...yep normal, normal. I have joined the fun, community of S.P.E.W!

Now all this leads me to wonder- what is the meaning of life? Should I get a shocking pink straitjacket or a zebra-striped one? (I was rather inclined towards shocking pink but the lovely Ren says that the zebra-striped is more becoming. I think stripes make me look fat so I'll be going with the shocking pink for now.)

*Bounces out*

Yay1 I finally finished an essay!

But now I have three major exams.

*grumbles*

Nooooo. Brazil lost to France. How could this even happen?


And Portugal won against England. How could that happen?


Well now I am rooting for France to win this World Cup!

On the other hand me, Kiara and Gemma have been making delightful plots for DIE.